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Dear diary,

There're the days to remember!

Dear friend from the other side of the world: Can't imagine how life has changed since I met you!  Thanks for opening up my mind and all the fresh things you showed me!  I wish you well and maybe someday....

Dear eArts Festival, dear "everyday performance" and all my new friends from this huge project, thanks for fighting side by side and we're such a team to make impossible possible!

 

Dear diary, there's something warm rushing over my head and through my mind that bewildered me a lot, but I'm so proud to tell you that I will always find the answers to all those puzzled things with the help and love from my friends and I won't go astray from my normal life.

 

Dear Dairy,

今天好友Rachel无意中提醒了我space已经N年没更新了。天哪，我真的快忘了。最后一次写日志（非转载）是在今年4月，到现在将近半年了！！！！

我到底怎么了？时光流逝，物转星移，这段时间发生了很多一言难尽的事情。

不知从何说起，sorry Rachel, if you’re reading this blog. Please accept my apology for passing over our friendship in such a long time! 我承认，随着人的成长，阅历的增加，我变得越来越浮躁与功利了，满脑子想的都是美好的憧憬，貌似很有抱负，但内心却空虚的很，几乎从没静下心来反思或认真学习过，连space都懒得修饰，这里快成了一个荒地了。

有时，我真怀念过去天真烂漫的日子和当时的我们，纯正、固执、有点傻乎乎但却非常真实。现在的我感觉沧桑了许多，开始像个大妈一样学会了抱怨或大发议论，价值观也发生了变化。我对自己真感到失望，好在我能认识到这一点，旦愿不会失去自我。

也许这就是人生中一道坎，我的思维、情感、学习与生活都处在一个十字路口，情绪不稳定，各种各样的事情缠绕在身，心烦意乱，在兴趣爱好上花的时间也少了……So it’s called the youth crisis, isn’t it?   

Dear friends, 我这个懒人今天终于更新space了！Space就像我的心灵花园，今后我一定会抽时间定期地给它浇浇水、施施肥，以免再次发生干旱事故！心灵的枯竭是最可怕的事情啊！

Rachel, I have so much to tell!  How I wish to come back like the old times…… the old times…….

Call me or I call you, text messages or chat on line.  I'm more available on line, honey!

Love,

Sandra 

 

 

 

可惜没带照相机！有两个花车队的男人居然要吻我！

其中一个男人真十三点，跑出车队，噘着丑嘴要kiss me!

我马上躲到妈咪身后，他还要跟过来，幸亏my daddy把他小丑帽拉掉他才罢手！Oh, thank Godness!

There's so many words I can't say

when i look into your eyes.

 

Maybe you'll reject me

and shatter all my pride.

 

Each day my love grows stronger

but I won't let you know.

 

There's way too much behind my smile

that I can never show.

 

I'd hold you for a lifetime

if you would take my hand.

 

I'd love you like no other

but you don't understand.

 

Every time I see you

you're holding on to her.

The pain cuts like a knife

making wounds that never cure.

 

So I'll dream of us together-------

of how good it could be.

 

And I will keep the secret love

you could have had with me.

 

 

 

 

Celine Dion-S'il Suffisait D'aimer爱已足够

作 曲 : Jean-Jacques Goldman 　　作 词 : Jean-Jacques Goldman

Je rêve son visage, je décline son corps
Et puis je l'imagine habitant mon décor
J'aurais tant à lui dire si j'avais su parler
Comment lui faire lire au fond de mes pensées?

Mais comment font ces autres à qui tout réussit?
Qu'on me dise mes fautes, mes chimères aussi
Moi j'offrirais mon & acirc;me, mon coeur et tout mon temps
Mais j'ai beau tout donner, tout n'est pas suffisant

S'il suffisait qu'on s'aime, s'il suffisait d'aimer
Sil'on changeait les choses un peu, rien qu'en aimant donner
S'il suffisait qu'on s'aime, s'il suffisait d'aimer
Je ferais de ce monde un rêve, une éternité

J'ai du sang dans mes songes, un pétale séché
Quand des larmes me rongent que d'autres ont versées
La vie n'est pas étanche, mon île est sous le vent
Les portes laissent entrer les cris même en fermant

Dans un jardin l'enfant, sur un balcon des fleurs
Ma vie paisible où j'entends battre tous les coeurs
Quand les nuages foncent, présages des malheurs
Quelles armes répondent aux pays de nos peurs?

S'il suffisait qu'on s'aime, s'il suffisait d'aimer
Sil'on changeait les choses un peu, rien qu'en aimant donner
S'il suffisait qu'on saime, s'il suffisait d’aimer
Je ferais de ce monde un rêve, une éternité

Sil suffisait qu'on s'aime, s'il suffisait d'aimer
Sil'on pouvait changer les choses et tout recommencer
Sil suffisait qu'on s'aime, s'il suffisait d'aimer
Nous ferions de ce rêve un monde
S'il suffisait d'aimer

 

3月7日是他们的上海新闻发布会。 我没去 不是不想去，而是报名太晚了 蓦然回首，那段纯真烂漫的日子已离我远去，晃如隔世... 年龄的增长似乎一点一点地削弱了我的热情与梦想 眼看今年六月将迎来他们的有史以来第一次的上海演唱会 我想我一定会去的，深藏于内心的记忆呼唤着我 我要找回那已逝去的热情，和少年时的记忆... （99年以来，我一直深爱着的Westlife）

 

他们的爱情悲剧是如此得深入人心，甚至有网站把他们评为2005年度最催人泪下的情侣搭档，以绝对压倒性的票数超越了当今最热门的金刚与安，荣登榜首！
有人还说“《断臂山》是一部关于男同性恋的电影，但是它主要是给女人看的，两位男主角像两个真正的男人那样行动，但是像女人那样爱。”

The movie<King Kong> I saw yesterday keeps haunting me day and night.  An inexplicably subtle feeling is growing in the depth of my heart.  I ask myself what on earth touches my heart most and arouses my long-lost sentimentality? 

 

Universal Pictures confirmed today that James Newton Howard will compose the original score for the dramatic adventure King Kong, which is directed by triple Academy Award® winner Peter Jackson. Mr. Howard replaces Howard Shore, who is leaving the project.

Peter Jackson made the following statement: "I have greatly enjoyed my collaborations with Howard Shore, whose musical themes made immeasurable contributions to 'The Lord of the Rings' trilogy. During the last few weeks, Howard and I came to realize that we had differing creative aspirations for the score of 'King Kong.' Rather than waste time arguing with a friend and trying to unify our points of view, we decided amicably to let another composer score the film. I'm looking forward to working with James Newton Howard, a composer whose work I've long admired, and I thank Howard Shore, whose talent is surpassed only by his graciousness."

 

It's the second time that the bloody young guy who is in charge of taking down the number from citizen's gas dial shouted outside my door.  I refused to let him in because I was alone, so I said to him could you come later in the evening when my parents are at home.  You know what the jerk replied, he shouted" Aren't you a person? Why don't you let me in??? If you keep me outside like this, I'm gonna give you 50! A high figure for you to pay!"   What a f***ing shit he was saying!!!!!!!  How could this animal talk so rude to me?  "O.K. Whatever figure you name, that's fine with us. "  I regret not throwing the words to him at that point, which should be"I could sue you for saying that!  You bloody God-damned asshole!"

Well, anyway, I have to keep calm down and be a polite lady.  It's not worth laying down my honourable dignity in front of the savage wolf!!!! It's not worth quarelling with the living between man and animal!!!!

So forget it!!!!!

Next time it should happen again, I would keep silent!!!

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If I touch a burning candle I can feel the pain If you cut me with a knife it's still the same And I know her heart is beating And I know that I am dead Yet the pain here that I feel Try and tell me it's not real For it seems that I still have a tear to shed

It's so good to grow up through the tears and the laughters.  I learned a lot, experienced a lot, loved a lot, hated a lot, even hurt a lot, but I never stop believing that all of those things are worthwhile.